my best friend hexxxes is so friggin cool last night we sat in their bed till 3 in the morning just drinking wine and catching up and discussed how fun being an adult can be (let’s not get too carried away y’all we’re still party animals as we had to make it very clear to the housemates’ compadre that he could not drink us under the table even in the wildest of dreams).
I’m so proud of myself for keeping company with someone who pushes me to pursue my interests, who challenges me to think, who will love me despite my abstract and scattered brain tendencies, who will pick me up when I’m down, who will be loyal, honest, and communicate, and someone who is a role model at every stage of life we’ve shared together. Seriously the luckiest neutrino in the world 💖
"i am a drug" - lm
tonight i spent a most productive and wonderful night with one of my closest friends after a long and extremely stressful day both between classes and work. it was one of those nights that not only secured my new found direction and joy in my pursuit of interests both academic and social, but also proved to me that i can follow my dreams at the expense of not spending so much time with the people who i deem important to my life and my growth, and still have them support and love me. there’s nothing quite like sharing a entire large pizza with someone and downing a beer or two and getting straight into a four hour study/homework session with someone you truly care about.
all i can really put into words from the whole experience is that i’m truly grateful and happy. i haven’t felt this honest to earth, non-manic induced, forward moving, confident and loyal to myself in a long, long time.
The art of Zhuang Yating
7 chakras would be such a dope tattoo
pt2. these are my confessions:
I wonder which hell this will bring
still in a financial hole
mom’s gonna flip
I have impeccable timing
this is now a traci lords appreciation blog
when I wake up in the morning I be like
also I woke up real late today slacking on healthy status #
Black Canary by Alex Toth
Black Canary is one of the bossiest bosses of all boss life, also a huge inspiration…
"Oracle, honey, every job’s a bait job."
Toro Kamei ~ “All the Flowers and Insects”, 2008
hi all, back on my tumblr grind,
took a brief hiatus as i usually do three to four times a year because life got too hectic to even blog about it (how is that possible you ask?) well first off, i don’t really have access to a good computer at the moment. I might have mentioned this at some point in my life but my at least somewhat decent computer screen refuses to work and i’m too broke life to get it properly fixed plus it’s like 7 yrs old so really it would make more sense to get a new computer or whatever. in the mean time i dug out (quite literally) my laptop from middle school and while netflix and basic web surfing are possible, tumbling is not (it crashes all the time fuvdh cqwehrfo98r9).
work has been really amazing, i’m excelling at my job, and even more importantly i actually have three or four new friends that i have made, one of them even made me look like the goth princess i always wanted to be (pictures to come everyone calm down).
school has picked up in full swing, i’m a little nervous about money at the moment but i’m doing really well at budgeting and life. my schedule is so cute, but very very packed. i basically wake up at 7am everyday, workout, shower, get ready. my housemate usually brings me a delicious breakfast from the restaurant she works an early shift at, we drive to class: i’m usually in class from anywhere of till 2 or 4 in the afternoon and then i go to work till closing which is around 9 pm and then i do homework pass out and do it all over again. It sucks that i don’t get to see my friends as much as i would like to, but given how this summer went i’m ok with it. i’ve established the relationships that are important, and i will continue to work at them, but this year is gonna kinda be the test to see which will last the stress of time and space.
anyways, this post is way too happy and sappy and long so i’m gonna hop onto doing other stuff, glad to be back etc. etc.